Bigger Than My Reality

[Verse 1: Edward X]

I’m bigger than my reality
I sleep on myself casually
Often I question sanity
Why isn’t greatness happening
Stressing just make it bad for me
How can I shake tragedy
Something’s been holding me down
But I know its just gravity
I know it’s just patterns we
Repeat until managing
Turn into panicking
I’m in the ring with a better version of myself
I been doing research and working on my health
How to stay booked and not get put on the shelf
Got me going harder than my younger self
First time hunger felt real to me
Why my dreams always felt rеal to me
Everything we did fеlt big to me
But a 9 to 5 that ain't all there is for me
Roll one cuz I had a long day
Finish off the half out the ashtray
Why it make it feel like you in last place
When life coming at you at a fast pace
Really I just want to evolve into the big homie
Told Mo let’s do this shit and drop it ain't gon sit on it
Kinda feels like everything was coming down to this moment
How can I abandon everything that we have built for us
The crown was meant for us

Royal

[Breakdown: Kween Mo]
Yea
This shit feel good don’t it
When you alive
Alive and living

[Verse 2: Kween Mo]
Yea
Battling insecurities
Diving into a purer me
Touch my soul to make sure it's me
Yea
Joy, it came from the saddest me
Counteracting the gravity
Rabbit up out the hat, it's me
The way that I’m having this shit is magic
Love in abundance
That shit is tragedy waiting to happen
Cynical in my thinking
Abandonment made me fearless
But all in the same I fear it
My home exists in my spirit
Yea
Poetry in my day to day
Slow it, I need to savor these moments before they fade away
Can’t catch me, I’m flying baby I’m ghost
My angels and I, we spoke
I feel when they hold me close
Angles on all my quotes
Paint over all my notes
There’s art in playing it close
To start we making a toast
So many, they sleeping but think they woke
I picked up the pen and all that I gave you is all she wrote
Yea
What make your world go round
What if it all fall down
Is you gon swim, gon drown
I think I'd
Just chill for a minute right quick and float
Get overwhelmed then exhale
And remember that I’m the goat
Plus all my lil failures humble me most
You really think that I care when its all a hoax
You really think that it's fairness
It's all a hoax
But how you react is crucial and love what matter the most
Yea
Sanctity in my flawed ways
Growth'll show you sometime in the past
You did it the hard way
I think I’m cloud so long I been patient
So now I’m coming to take it
However you wanna take it
My destiny feel invasive
The best of me I can face it
The rest of me gotta chase it
Yea
How dare you play it the safest
When clearly you far from basic
Sincerely the ones that made it