And I Begin The Longest Year Ever

Everyday's a struggle
A work in progress that's my life
Torn and tattered is how I feel
How much longer till it gives
In my mind I'm at work with myself
I just can't win
It gets harder everyday
I come apart at the seems
When we're young all we know is everything works out right
Where the hell did life go wrong, look at where I am
Every years a blur
People change, I'm still the same
Day in and day out, I will drive you mad
Failure's what I am, negative all day long
Knowing I'll never be much more than I am
When we're young all we know is everything works out right
Where the hell did life go wrong, look at where I am
Gave it my all, there is no hope, I can feel it life is caving in
I am my own worst enemy I told myself so many times
"Life won't get the best of me" but that's all a lie
Everyday's a struggle
A work in progress that's my life
Torn and tattered is how I feel
How much longer till it gives
In my mind I'm at war with myself
I just can't win
It gets harder everyday
I come apart at the seems