Are You Trying To Be Lonely

You're the first thought in my mind
But you still don't treat me right
You're putting hot knives in my heart
Your cold stabs are tearing me apart

But I'm trying to love you
There's no one above you
But you make it so hard
All I want to do is kick in my heart

Are you trying to be lonely
Well, it's working for you
Are you trying to be lonely
What are you trying to prove

Each night I say my prayers
Hoping that you'll change
Every time I see you out
I catch you there with another man

We could go through this heartache
We can go through this pain
But what good will the torture do you
And what exactly are you trying to gain

Are you trying to be lonely, oh girl
Are you trying to be lonely

And I'm trying to love you
There's no one above you
But you make it so hard
All I want to do is kick in my heart girl

Are you trying to be lonely
Well, it's working for you
Are you trying to be lonely
That's what you wanna, that's what you wanna do

Are you trying to be lonely
I'm tired of being lonely too
Are you trying to be lonely
What are you trying to prove

Are you trying to be lonely