Trace (US Translation)

When i'll be gone
Don't forget the good times
Don't cry, don't pretend
Don't you worry

When i'll be gone
Think I've been ready for a long time
My life screwed up when I was 20
So don't worry

When i'll be gone
I'd have fought the time
I'd have done everything I could to get away
Ah I don't regret it

When i'll be gone
No one might gonna miss me
In the meantime I'm doing my job I'm not listening to them

The truth is
I'm lying to myself
I know I can find happiness
All it takes is a snap of the fingers
And see where it all goes

But before that bitch comes along
I don't live, I'm alone in trouble
I can't do math so I'm out of luck
Forced to fight in the arena

And maybe I'll find my queen
And my kids have a godmother
But it's all guesswork
Don't build nothing but dreams

Working hard would be the key
But the key to what mess
Ignorantly I made a mistake
I bet it all on my hate

So now we deal with it
Beeing sad became a habit
I'll be in a few girlfriends
To remind me that it's all the same

I'm staying strong and I'm raising my head
Ain't no place for the weak
I'm doing my best but I'm losing my mind
I've lost my way to survive

When i'll be gone
Don't forget the good times
Don't cry, don't pretend
Don't you worry

When i'll be gone
Think I've been ready for a long time
My life screwed up when I was 20
So don't worry

When i'll be gone
I'd have fought the time
I'd have done everything I could to get away
Ah I don't regret it

When i'll be gone
No one might gonna miss me
In the meantime I'm doing my job I'm not listening to them

Under jack (daniel's) under weed
I wonder where it fucks up
I've got lead in my head
I want it all to stop

I still want to do them
The notary's salary
50 grand on the counter
Fuck beeing notorious

I'm here wandering through the night
I'm talking solo, im frightning
I got to get home it's getting late
No one's gonna call me anyway

Have no friends it doesn't matter
They'll come when i'll have fans
I don't care I'm not lying
After that it'll be too late

I carry my burden I carry my balls
There's something in us that's broken
Maybe I don't see it because I'm restrained
I'm not losing faith this time but I'm getting stuck

Carry nightmares in my suitcase
Future is making me sick
Hard drive full of memories
Keep in mind that i make this to survive
When i'll be gone
Don't forget the good times
Don't cry, don't pretend
Don't you worry

When i'll be gone
Think I've been ready for a long time
My life screwed up when I was 20
So don't worry

When i'll be gone
I'd have fought the time
I'd have done everything I could to get away
Ah I don't regret it

When i'll be gone
No one might gonna miss me
In the meantime I'm doing my job I'm not listening to them