Suicide

[Verse 1]
History keeps on repeating itself
I can't take all of this heat by myself
I belong with all of the demons in hell
I wanna, I wanna be someone else
I promised I'd make it alright
That's how I got through them long nights
I wasn't made with a strong mind
I got caught up in the wrong lights
God, I'm telling you that something doesn't seem right, aye
I'm a fuck up so nobody wants to be my, aye
I'm somebody that nobody wants to be like, aye
I just wanna hear, i wanna, I wanna retry, aye
It's like I don't matter, nothing ever goes my way
I'm a mystery, shh, nobody even knows my name
I'vе been trying to start all over but my soul won't change

[Chorus]
Falling off on my way down
Gone I'm going away now
I'll bе ghost any day now
I'll be ghost any day now
I can't stop these cold emotions
Lord knows I'm depressed and broken
Suicide at any moment
Suicide at any moment
Ohh, Ohh, Ohh
Ohh, Ohh, Ohh

[Verse 2]
I can't take the pain away, I can't run (can't run)
I don't wanna live a life without love (no love)
It's rather fade away than go numb ( go numb)
And I'm finished with this shit, I'm so done (so done)
I couldn't be who I wanted
Left in the dark, I'm so haunted
I lied so long, I'm dishonest
When I die, I'll be iconic
And I can't help but lose patience
I'm wondering in this matrix
They tried to tell me "you made it"
But I'm confused and I'm faceless
Man fuck this feeling, i hate this
This sadness in me's contagious
I'd rather smile than be famous
But I'll be go down as the greatest

[Chorus]
Falling off on my way down
Gone I'm going away now
I'll be ghost any day now
I'll be ghost any day now
I can't stop these cold emotions
Lord knows I'm depressed and broken
Suicide at any moment
Suicide at any moment
Ohh, Ohh, Ohh
Ohh, Ohh, Ohh