Kinda Go To Pieces

Try to be reflective
And honest in my own way
I over-introduced, I get overwhelmed
Any conversation
I'm better than I used to be
So scared of your opinions
Struggle not to go to the other side
Completely disregard them

Find a way, to keep the best
To cherry pick, and ditch the rest
Tell myself "get up again,"
Every time the world would end

Kinda go to pieces
Nobody believes me
Kinda go to pieces
Nobody believes me
Keep it like a secret
It's hardly worth repeatin'
Kinda go to pieces
Nobody believes me

Let me paint a picture
Spell it out in small words
I get overworked, I get overwhelmed
I sorta seem to like it
Too many of a good thing
All the burners screamin'
But any little jab, any little cut
Could kill me from the bleedin'

I come in close to touch the flame
To soothe the beast, to ease the pain
Run and hide behind the wall
From arrows of the cri de coeur

Kinda go to pieces
Nobody believes me
Kinda go to pieces
Nobody believes me
Keep it like a secret
It's hardly worth repeatin'
Kinda go to pieces
Nobody believes me

Oh, oh, oh, give a good show
When I, I, I, am dyin' inside
Oh, oh, oh, keep my voice low
'Round all, all, all, the liars

Oh, oh, oh, give a good show
When I, I, I, am dyin' inside
Oh, oh, oh, keep my voice low
'Round all, all, all, the liars

Oh, oh, oh, keep my voice low
When I, I, I, am dyin' inside