I’m living in hell

To my pain and suffering no can relate
To my rage and struggle and my fucking hate
So I'm the only one who is carrying this weight
Kicking my destiny and fighting my fate
You can have the rest of me no need to wait
Cause sorrow sorrow is my only mate
I'm practical dead I just got laid
Give me five seconds and am fade
In this life I have seen a lot of shit
From some getting arrested to some one getting hit
I experienced drugs from weed to a pill
Faced a lot of shit that made me ill
Faced a lot of shit that made me ill
I'm broken from thee inside I have no use
I'll never be born If I got to choose
Cause if I didn't exist I can't fucking lose