Wonder

These people wanna die
These people wanna die
They don’t know what it’s like?
I grieve until I fly
I feel like I’m just sad no man I’m happy ya
I’m feeling better ya
I wonder bout it ya
I’ll make this grim and write these lines
Man they’re pointing at my smile
It’s a blessing in denial
It’s a wonder I’m alive
Its a lie inside a vial
They just leave us by the hour
It’s a prison in a tower
It’s the present let it flower

I feel it in thе between
I steal it with other things
I feel it in thе machines
I'm spacing out in repeat
I said it wasn’t fair
It took my friends again
These heathens wanna dance they fill my garden ya
Man I just want them back
I just don’t understand
This shit just makes me mad
It’s just a heart attack
Man I just want them back
I just don’t understand
This shit just makes me mad
It’s just a heart attack

These people wanna die
These people wanna die
They don’t know what it’s like?
I grieve until I fly
I feel like I’m just sad no man I’m happy ya
I’m feeling better ya
I wonder bout it ya
I’ll make these sins and write these lines
Man they’re pointing at my smile
It’s a blessing in denial
It’s a wonder I’m alive
Its a lie inside a vial
They just leave us by the hour
It’s a prison in a tower
It’s the present let it flower

I’m feeling everything around me it’s a tragedy
These demons like to take my money it’s a travesty
I’m working hard so I can save up for eternity
But I just wanna take a break cause I can barely think