Suicide Note

[Verse 1]
Fuck the world- I’m out this bitch!
Twenty years of the of bullshit, twenty years in this...
Heh, well, yo, you could tell God I quit
Throw in the towel, I’m spent, every last dollar’s spent
I don’t got a god damn cent- rock bottom (Yeah)
I’m still poppin’ them Kolonopin
Cause everything that I’ve worked toward was peanuts
In the grand scheme of my life
And it hurts more when I grew up worshipping in Jesus (Whoo!)
I’m livin’ a nightmare (Yeah)
But I like scary, suicidal thoughts
Guess tonight, I’ll be peace-in’ outta here

[Interlude]
(*dark voices*)

[Verse 2]
It’s a cold world, ain’t it?
And there ain’t no savior, when you scream messiah
But at night you dancin’ with Satan
And the plan was simple- I’d sell my soul and be famous
See the plan was simple, until we made our first payment
Now, face it- we are just human by nature
So why are we ruinin’ nature?
It’s human nature- money done changed us, gave us evil and hatred
But, we’re not inherently racist- I blame the country that raised us, Mason
Media’s keeping us brainless, feeding us cheap entertainment
Cause they know that knowledge is dangerous
And knowledge is probably the brunt of my anger
Aim this Ggun at my brains with one in the chamber (*revolver spinning*)
Ahhhhh- so fuck the world, I’ve had it!
Any last words?
Yeah- Donald Trump’s a faggot!
(*gunshot*)

[Chorus]
Goodbye, cruel world
I know I was no saint
Father, before I go, forgive all my anger
The dirt on my soul, my final payment
The suicide note
Goodbye cruel world
I look to the sky without a tear in my eye
I don’t know where I’ll be goin’ (*revolver spinning*)
Not a reason to cry
I’ll be at peace when I die
This is my suicide note

[Interlude]
You done gave it all you had, kid
But we told you from the start
That nobody’d give a fuck about your raps
Cause you suck, bombastic
Fuck you, Luke Gawne
You wasted the future we could have had- it’s tragic

[Bridge]
God
And you must hate me, I know
"Like, what the fuck you doing, chasin’ rap?"
I don’t know, but it’s time
I can’t wait no more
I been on my grind
Laid it all on the line
I'm going for broke!

[Verse 3]
Rap was my callin’, everything that I’ve wanted
But to be honest, all I wanted was to make a better life for my mama
So father, please, before the light
If I could make it through the night
Without my life being squandered a little bit longer
I promise I’ll take my shot and accept the consequences that follow
I’ve pondered the impossible odds
And God, ff I fail on this conquest
Falter and fall to the bottom
A starving artist, impoverished
Just know that I’m sorry for what I’ve failed to accomplish
But if I conquer, persevere, and show the world what I got just
Then maybe we can re-write the storybook of Luke Gawne
The kid who hit rock bottom, died and came back to life
Inspired and decided to fight- to get another try
It’s that time, I’m hyped
My final ride, it’s like "What if this the last song I write?"
There’s so much left to say
Quick- let me get a mic
I’d like to address my family, friends, and fans who was on my side
I’ll love you guys until the day the sun don’t rise
And for the one’s who lied and prayed for my demise
Then say goodbye- goodbye cruel world!
When it’s over and the legends are told
Will I then bask in eternal status, or ash the inferno?
Don’t ask me a word, I’m too passionate, but passed being heard
I done smashed every hurdle I passed, while still lapping in circles
It ain’t no accident- I crashed into the girder of rap
Just to assure I murder each track
Got back up, wiped the dirt off my back, and…
This isn’t suicide- it’s simply do or die
A goodbye to the future, I once knew but threw aside

[Chorus]
Goodbye, cruel world
I know I was no saint
Father, before I go, forgive all my anger
The dirt on my soul, my final payment
The suicide note
Goodbye cruel world
I look to the sky without a tear in my eye
I don’t know where I’ll be goin’ (*revolver spinning*)
Not a reason to cry
I’ll be at peace when I die
This is my suicide note (*gunshot*)