John Orr The Arsonist

Closing doorways as you're building a fire
Watching lies received as you silently conspire
"This is a heart attack and I want my life back"
We can take this, if we fake this, if we try
Oh, everybody wants you and you know
That they won't be alive to take you home

They found me now
And I don't think you understand
That I was lost I was lost
And I had no place to go
But I don't think you'd understand

Taking chances or just breathing in vain
The four lives lost at cost were
Twenty times less worth your name
This is a heart attack and you want your life back
I can take this, if I fake this, if they die

And you want what you can't change
But your selfish pride will take
The lives of others you could save

(You knew where the fire started
Your instinct was inside knowledge)

And before you make this right;
You've come this far without a scar
You're saving us tonight