Whatever we are

All my friends are buying cars and I can barely pay my rent
Whatever man
I bet my mama's really proud if I were a little boy turned out
I'm a hell of a man
Whatever man

I had everything, I lost it all, I threw my life away
If I'm being honest, all I ever wanted was you

I'm not coming home
I wish I didn't lie
It's been tearing up my soul
It can't be seeded to me to lie
Am I out for what you wanted or the half that you don't mind?Whatever I am, whatever we are, can we forget last night?

Now I've been living by thе beach, palm tree chilling, man
I'm smoking all my weed, goddamn
I wish I miss you in these streets, but if I try to say that, I'd bе lying through my teeth
I just want my guitar back and my clothes in my car back
I see you in public, but you know I won't call back
I'm tripping, probably, but fuck that on me
Tonight we drink, but let tomorrow own me, because I had everything and lost it all
I threw my life away
If I'm being honest, all I ever wanted was you

I'm not coming home
I wish I didn't land
It's been tearing at my stomach and it's seeded me to lie
Am I out for what you wanted or the half that you don't mind? Whatever I am, whatever we are, can we forget last night?

I'm not coming home
I wish I didn't ask
It's been tearing at my stomach
Can you see it in me alive?
Am I here for what you wanted or the half that you don't like
Whatever I am, whatever we are