The Learning (Coming Down)

[Verse 1: TLP]

Becoming numb,it wasn't the plan
I take it back no longer in a rush to be a man
Coz this world,feels by bringing you down you'll understand
A loner chasing fame,I must be insane fam'

Tried to open up happiness, kept gassing me
Go deeper in this game, see what the bitch has for me
Somewhere along the line
Someone fucked her up for I
Fucked her up for the next in line
This how trust issues start every time
Uhh
Such a vicious cycle,love a rare fiction
Family hardly in the diction
Half my emotions missing
Addiction to fun lets just kick it
So frequently I end up missing
Your bullshit clouds my vision
You helped me transition
Into being cold
Started to spit fire,balanced out my soul
Absolutely
Salute me or shoot me
I been attacking this head on since the first day
Getting wealth in the worst way, from your view
What's another one or two
Days of struggle
I've huddled and huddled
And no strategies
Your fuck ups I learn from them, G
Made me TLP
Not just surviving I'm living
But all these cracks weren't part of the vision
Sparks start to glisten
Your false prophecies, and I didn't listen

[Chorus: TLP & Audio Rebel]

(Talking all that shit behind my back)

Tell the ghost of my past
Smiles when we lit
How long we gonna last
Nigga that's it
I've been through shit and never going back
Thought I had this shit while slipping through the cracks
I, I been grinding for a minute though
Always been a pleasure displeasuring all my foes
I always hated when the doubt was around
Kept getting back up, but now I'm coming down

[Verse 2: Audio Rebel]

So who asked
Fantasy in the past
It's crazy how a single thing destroys what should last
And I'm insane
Wanna test my train
Of thought it's random
Fucking radical patterns
(Murder shit!)
Do you comprehend
What's at steak
On my plate
Here's food for thought
You might as well have a taste
Of the product of hate
As a result
You may feel depressive
With thoughts of intense
Psychopathic rage
Blowing over pages
And memories telling me things were great
When in fact
They were fucked and I couldn't see straight
Realising with real eyes
How life ain't right
And all the good has left
No direction in sight
Fuck it's all wrong
How can I go on
I can't be this strong
For so fucking long
What do I do here
I live in fear
I breathe in and out
And begin to see things
I wish I couldn't dream about
Wars
Hate
Destruction
This world is kinda fucked up
But majority rules
We're raised
Broken down
And used like tools
We're fucking used(x4)

[Chorus: TLP & Audio Rebel]

(Talking all that shit behind my back)

Tell the ghost of my past
Smiles when we lit
How long we gonna last
Nigga that's it
I've been through shit and never going back
Thought I had this shit while slipping through the cracks
I, I been grinding for a minute though
Always been a pleasure displeasuring all my foes
I always hated when the doubt was around
Kept getting back up, but now I'm coming down