You’re trying to Give love,But it hurts because you never received it. You’re emotionally distant for many reasons that have affected you growing up. Your mind is at war with your heart wanting you to open up about what you’ve never received and to start learning to love in order to be loved
[Verse 1: Michel J]
I know I’ve done some stupid things back in the past
I kept wanting you to leave me all alone
That’s just I was raised with no Daddy at home
I can’t believe I feel this way
If you love me you will stay
But understand that I’m broken
If you love me please stay
But remember that I'm broken
[Chorus: Michel J.]
I’m at War with my Own Heart
I’ve done things that I’m not proud of
I just want to love you
But I’m at war with my own heart
[Bridge]
I’m at war
Really feeling like I’m at war (4x)
[Verse 2: Indigo G.]
It’s something different everyday
It’s hard to work on myself
When I don’t know even the problem
What’s effecting my health
And it’s life
But I don’t think it’s posed to be like this
So many opportunities to grow that we might miss
Cause we get pissed
And we throw fists
But more than likely I’m noticing that’s results of being traumatized
Love real I could see that in my mommas eyes
But the world evil and I know it but I’m not surprised
Open up
Communication key in every situation
I’m creating a topic for us in everything I’m making
Not mistaken, it’s nothing to rush and I don’t bother waiting
But it’s knowledge in learning through trust and our consideration
And we growing
Over time we saw the flaw in our steps
The pause in our breath
Dealt with anything hard to accept
Regardless I kept
The promise
To value this earth
Rely a message to the people til they value they worth
It’s probably berserk
To think of doing something so big
But if Dr. King ever doubted, could he do what he did
It start with trusting in yourself and knowing you can achieve
If I can, you can
You just have to believe
It’s hard to receive
Any opinion followed by an attitude
You either thinking it’s ignorance or the saddest mood
But I just think they passionate and using they voice
Cause being too calm in this world, isn’t even a choice
It’s blessings
[Chorus: Michel J.]
I’m at War with my Own Heart
I’ve done things that I’m not proud of
I just want to love you
But I’m at war with my own heart
[Bridge]
I’m at war
Really feeling like I’m at war (4x)
War was written by Michel J. & Indigo G..
War was produced by Mixtape Seoul & Indigo G. & Michel J..
Michel J. & Indigo G. released War on Thu Feb 28 2019.
“When Writing this i was going through massive changes. I had just finish graduating high school and about to head to college . I Had Just started dating this girl and i really cared for her but like i said i had a lot going on she was ready to say i love you, But i wasn’t i really wanna be with he...