Annihilation

[Verse]
Sleep is kin of death, let’s have a family reunion
Too bitch to die with breath so when I go I ain’t use ‘em
I tried to make my bed but it ain’t perfect, I’m human
I tried to lay within but it just ends up in ruin
I’m wasting too much time by just existing with all of you
Tried to want to kill myself but now it’s your turn to fall into
Used to think i might be better, now I know it’s the solemn truth
Peak in high school, go from there is not what my call’s to do
Need to get inside, holding back me’s an opinion
Wish it was a lie, but for me to finally win
Appease these other guys, I ain’t even see no women
Maybe I’m not meant to be or maybe I’m above the limit
This could do so much for me, it’s what I want, right?
I mean speaking humbly this how I stunt, right?
All my life been fumbling so nonchalant but it’s a taunt
That’s just been haunting me along my fucking odyssey I write
Spent my therapy sessions inside a note app for free
Why talk to others when the words speaking right back to me
They say exactly what I wanna hear but not what I need
I think that’s why I’m on and off but I don’t mind that to be
I grew up on the internet and lost all of my innocence
I have a demon’s inner sense, I have a dreamer’s center fix
I don’t redeem a sinner’s picks, intercepting triple six
On my playing field I set out what I’m doing til it clicks
Yea I just might be insane but that just makes it interesting
Keep my circle small like rituals and fucking wedding rings
If I’m putting in the work I could do like anything
Motivation is the worst, I’m the lowest higher being
See myself as more than skin, you see only reflection
I see million different souls on microphones just tapping in
Check check 1 2 they say what they want to
It’s just coming out from me, voice actor set me free

[Chorus]
Voice actor let me be, i do not feel like myself
As i grew i became less, more of others, end a mess
Inspiration from the best, mixed with devils i can't test
I just never get to rest, never by myself unless

[Outro]
You’re gone
When you’re gone
Not gonna miss you when you’re gone
Not gonna miss you, life’s not fair
Not gonna miss you anywhere
Not gonna miss you when you’re gone bitch