[Intro: AViT]
Trial
Every single day has been so monotonous
Drained of emotions, tired, baby, I don't want this
I'm sick of all the fucking bullshit, wanna call it quits
But I can't stop just yet
[Chorus: AViT]
Feels like I'm just going through the motions
A cycle never-ending, can't be broken
It feels so pointless
But just know I'm not letting go, you're golden
It feels all the same 24/7
But when I call you up it feels like heaven
This my confession
You're so precious to me, baby, yeah, you golden
[Verse: midwxst]
I might say I'm fine but these tears always fall from my face
And I keep on trying but I always feel like I'm a disgrace
But I know that I'ma stay the fucking same
I say I'm fine but that was just a lie to cover my pain
And you loved me with so many scars, I can't be the same
Look at myself in the mirror, don't like I've became
And I'm not proud, I'm tryna turn my life, I'll turn it around
I'm tryna scream for help but can't make a sound
And I know where this shit is going, I know where it's gon' go
Watch my body start to fall, slumping down on the floor
I can't do this anymore
[Chorus: AViT]
Feels like I'm just going through the motions
A cycle never-ending, can't be broken
It feels so pointless
But just know I'm not letting go, you're golden
It feels all the same 24/7
But when I call you up it feels like heaven
This my confession
You're so precious to me, baby, yeah, you golden