Had It Hard

[Intro]
Ankor made this
It's been a hard time livin' alone
Yeah yeah uh uh

[Chorus]
Had it hard, don't gotta complain 'bout the pain, they can see the scars
Ain't no point in venting 'bout my hurt if they gon' disregard it
Long as they know I'm the hardest
Think you in my lane, ain't no thang
Let's see who get the farthest

[Verse 1]
Think it's time to talk my shit cause I'm way too lit
Swear to god I used to pray that there'd be days like this
Oh lord, I couldn't take it anymore
No more sleeping on that floor
Got backdoored by my own family
That shit hurt me to my core
Can't stop now, say they proud of me
I know they still talk down on me when I'm not around
How you throwin' all this shade after all that love I gave
They won't give me flowers now they rather throw 'em on my grave

[Bridge]
Say your heart is where your home is
Easy to say that until you actually really homeless
Thankful for my parents for them times that we ain't have none
Still managed to keep a happy home when we ain't have one

[Verse 2]
Hide my pain in every lyric to make sure y'all feel it more
Say they want to see that side of me that they ain't seen before
Know that everything I got I earned
Been a long time coming but I know it's my turn

[Outro]
Cause we done had a hard time livin'
Escaped those trenches from project buildings and motel 6's, oh
I got a feelin' it's only the beginning
And I'ma make a killin' so ain't no givin' up