Truth Or Truth (Remix)

[Intro]
Yeah...
Aye man I just... I just got a couple things I wanna get off my chest..
Put it behind me..

[Verse: Jewlz]
Maybe it's my fault, I shoulda never stopped
So many fans were comin' in thought I was at the top
Fell off my pedastool, what an unlucky soldier
But in the end, it was my cockiness that fucked me over
My vision blurry, but I can make it clear for you
You see I'm scared of something, you won't believe it too
But I'mma tell you, so let's keep this between me & you
The person listening? Yeah my biggest fear is you
Cuz you control where my music goes so you should know
That everything I did wasn't for me, but you also
But you know, I don't think I told you enough
Cuz when my life got rough, that's when my mics turned up
That's when my voice gets heard, like never before
Told my deepest secrets on a mixtape you heard G4
& if you haven't you don't know me
Never thought what I loved would kill me slowly
Can't leave rap alone the game needs me
Even when everyone in my city don't believe me
Try growing up in a town that doesn't support you
But every other state in this country fuckin' adores you
I'm tryna prove that I don't have to be the only one
To make it, just remember that I'm not God's only son
But when it comes to this rap shit I'm the holy one
The chosen one, flow so cold, the booth is frozen son
Fuck it I don't have nothin' to prove
Cuz when you still ain't won shit you still have nothin' to lose
How much longer must I deal wit all the fuckin abuse
I feel you Joey when you askin' what the fuck is the use?
What if I left the game now, would it matter to you?
Or am I just another rapper to you?
If you left me now I wouldn't blame you
At the end of the day this mic's the only thing I can complain to
Without feeling corrupt, without being judged
I live in hatred cuz I grew up never feeling loved
I hear the laughter of people saying they doubt me
But never will they ever think of sayin it around me
Cuz deep down they believe in me
They see it in me, but they don't want me to see it for myself
Look in the mirror tell me what's your reflection
Cuz in me you see hope, but in your soul it's depression
So why you hate me for doing something I'm meant to do?
Music's the only thing that I'm good at you imbecile
Niggas is hatin' me not knowing when I rap or spit
My words lift lives this ain't no muthafuckin magic trick
& to my grandma I know you're seein' me struggle
Just wanted to let you know that I love you
These people here on Earth are gettin worse cuz they want me to fall
But if I do you'll pick me back up, I'm ready to ball
I'm ready to get my family the fuck up outta here
I'm sorry for my language grandma, I'm sorry grandpa
But I'm mad..

[Jewlz Talking]
Yeah..
Aye man, I been doing this shit for 6 years.. 6 years, you understand me?
On May 15th, 2012.. I signed to PMG, Phenomenal Music Group.. It's like a dream come true
And all my life... All my life, people told me I couldn't-- I couldn't do what I wanted..
I couldn't do this rap shit..
& so many times comes to my mind: Am I meant to be doing this?
Should I stop? Should I keep going..?
But I kept going. Now look at me man..
Aye.. I just.. I just wanna let you know, I never forget somebody who told me I couldn't do this
I remember you.. & I will always remember you
Don't ever tell me I can't do something in my life...
I'm made for this shit, man..
I'm out of here

[Verse: Vanity]

Truth is, I dont know what truth is
Use your heart more you become heartless
Started to fear less, till I was fearless
Don't tell me I dont I have the skills to be consider best
To all the people all your hating towards me does not exist/ here..
Ugh, ...Here thee, here thee
Kneel to the sins, Lord please save me..
Hear me, Ive Been lost in a dark corner..
& while The evil is grieving on my come up
I Guess its easy to see me & not believe..
Lack of the appearance has grounded me to achieve..
A feen for this music as soon as I hear the keys
The base or the snares gives me everything I need
For everything I touch, will be born, or reborn
Granted life, it will breathe, a soul sort of speak
Mmm, You know that feeling?
Spit like hell, blessed by our heaven
You black mask a track, well I dont feel threatened
Ny Native, Lefrax reppin
Desire all the cars & the fabric
Just imagine all the bras from these broads in my section
Take this recording session
& send this to all the legends, let them know im hungry
& let them know that im the type of guy to leave the plate clean
My soul screams whenever I see the big screen
Ive seen things that should never be spoken
I have dreams that should never broken
You try me? Then I try harder
I refuse to lose to self claimed artists
Who dedicate their talent to decieve
When I dont see no substance in what their trynna preach
Preach...
Its something that I cannot fathom, One I can't believe
Remember this is life, & nothings what it seems
Ive seen this all before, chasing after my dreams
I used to love my mind floating in the sky
Yet im doper without the fix their broke
You take away their excuse to escape and they choke
But im no hypcorite, I smoke with my niggas and
I feel weight lifted when I fly, but when I fall down
All the pain will revive, I would stay high
But it hurts too many people, the pain is alive
The pain is alive..
Im sorry faith, you were deprived..
My mother beat cancer
My brother had a son
I dont have a diploma momma
But a man il become
I can't sit in class, listen to the teachers
Cutting ass, about the knowledge that I can't grasp
Fuck that, I rather put my all into something that I love if I fail, its ok
Cuz unlike most people I did it my way
I can die knowing that I tried

[Vanity Talking]
Can you say that?