[Verse 1: Tobilla]
When I flip your word upside down you gonna know when it happens
The way I'll make y'all disappear you would think I know magic
You call me crazy, lazy or the worse and I swear you're just maybe gazing at the curtains
That shit doesn't phase me lately I've been hurting
I put down the blade so pain is in my verses
While you have been waiting patient I've been working my nigga
I've been growing so divergent my nigga
Niggas hating I'm allergic and bruh I'm an artist so shut up and just get the picture
We all got vision difference is I go chase it
I learned to watch and not say shit, I'm flexing and doing chin ups on the bar that you're raising
I'm on your nerves and your girls playlist, we are not adjacent
I live a life hard to manage, I got a mind that's too damaged
Moving too reckless I'm hurting my fam and my relationship almost did the Titanic
Fuck all that shit that you make for the fun of it
Cut off my legs and I swear I'll still run this shit
Still making noise in the rain like I'm thunder bitch
I bring the heat like the summer did now they all want the kid
Y'all don't know how much that I want this shit
I'm not talking fame, I'm talking about really making a change to point when they smile when they bring up my name
Y'all sounds the same, I can't relate anymore
I had to find my own door yeah
HipsterGod forever more, I'm living my life you live yours yeah
[Hook: Tobilla]
Sick and lost is my name
Making and breaking hearts is my game
Y'all got no sense like y'all got no change
Judge all you want I know I'm not sane
I know that's for a reason, y'all hate to see me eating
I will be a okay, that's that shit that I believe in yeah
And I don't follow nobody no no no no (3x)
And I don't follow nobody
[Verse 2: Tobilla]
I'm standing on the mountain for the people who can't talk for themselves
And everybody been tripping over another but they fall for themselves
Who are you to tell me I will never ever be shit
I ain't mad at you I'm mad that I really believed it
I'm tryna be wavy I'm sorry I make you seasick
I'm just tryna stand before the word just like a prefix oh yeah
My life a movie and I'm just tryna make it sick
And niggas mad because I ain't following a script and I ain't following for shit
I've been a lot but I ain't never been a bitch so when it rains man I ain't even finna flinch
Lost a lot of niggas I ain't even really miss
They probably hate me too but I will never see a diss
Working so hard for the future I forgot to reminisce
That's the shit that happens when nobody gives you shit oh well nigga
[Hook: Tobilla]
Sick and lost is my name
Making and breaking hearts is my game
Y'all got no sense like y'all got no change
Judge all you want I know I'm not sane
I know that's for a reason, y'all hate to see me eating
I will be a okay, that's that shit that I believe in yeah
And I don't follow nobody no no no no (3x)
And I don't follow nobody no nigga