It’s A Miserable Life

I think it was 1988

And I get up there by that princess restuaraunt. And the girl had seen me, she recognized me. SHe said, you want a date? And I says "All I got is 20 dollars." And she said I ain't

We went across behind the YMCA down there

[?] construction, the field was all mowed. There was an area with tall grass, overlooking the river itself [?]

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And she, the dress she had on, she just tugged it off, nothing on. And we started having sex itself. And some kids showed up, four or five kids went down the trail. I said don't move, there's some kids maybe twenty feet from us [?] I just pulled her back down, she [?] I just layed [?] I can't explain, we just can't have these kids [?]

And at that moment, the same thing that happened to me that happened with the first one, I just started strangling [?] I just grabbed her by the throat and started squeezing until she just quit

[?] and we went over there behind a bush. And I got her dress, I went down the river [?] I took her dress, threw it in the river

I said "How old are you," she said "30." I said "You've never been with a man?" She said "No." She took her clothes off, [?]

It wasn't, I couldn't get it in. And at that moment she gets up on her hands back and she says "Oh my god." I'm gonna tell the police. I pushed her back down on the ground—

And I took her clothes off. [?] few weeks [?] Dropped her clothes in the water, there's some big metal [?] the water [?] And about two days later I took a bus down to that there and I walked back down there, just to see if she would float and she was still there. And uh, she was, the body was still. [?]

And, it starts getting warm out

And I start looking around [?] Trying to find some change [?] I found a little ID thing, that's how I knew what her name was and where she lived. [?]

[?] on her elbows [?]

I don't know, I just took that knife—

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I opened the door and she says "It's cold outside" and uh, we got in the car and I put the heater on, put the heater on full blast [?] twenty minutes until dark [?]

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