Trash

So Im running lil late
Had to cut out all the hate
I've earned about just nothing cause I’m living in this daze
And I'll let the another fade
Cause I don't know if he’s lame
I wanna just be numb and i don't know what You're saying
I can see it in a way
And I hope it's just a stain
But I wish that I could bring all it back without the pain
So I'll let another pay
Cause I don't know where to stay
I'm running out of drugs and i don't know what should say
I frantically regret desire
Im panicking I hope it’s quiet
I Handled it with mental riots
Cause I can’t lend another diamond
So Plant the seed and set the fire
Cause I can bleed into the choir
But I can't take my hell desires
Without breaking all my trials

Do you know I know you know
Do you know it’s times to go
Do you know I know you know
Do you know it's times to go

So scream into my bones
I'm not alone
I freed my Holy Ghost
Don't want it though
So please I wanna know
I wanna go
To meet my stolen soul
I’m all alone

Guess I'll live another day
I don't know another way
Man I'm tired of pointing all these guns straight up to my brain
So I'll turn into the dead
I want it just like head
I'm done with everything and I'm over all the pain
I keep questioning my faith
I've heard of better things
I wonder if there's god can he see the inner me
So I'll sit here and just think
I hope I'll be okay
I'm running out of drugs and I don't know what I should say
So feel this ride
It's broken time
It takes your life
With hopeless price
It may seem nice
It broke my pride
I feel it like
I've been denied

So do you know I know you know
Do you know it's times to go
So do you know I know you know
Do you know it's times to go

So scream into my bones
I'm not alone
I freed my Holy Ghost
Don't want it though
So please I wanna know
I wanna go
To meet my stolen soul
I'm all alone

All these sins are faking me and I can't seem to feel a thing
Everybody's thinking that they're special when they are disease
Can't you fucking see I'm breaking everything inside of me
Keep on holding to me
I told you I don't wanna dream
Please I don't wanna leave
I can't see in front of me
I'm higher than I'll ever be
Higher than I'll ever be
Scared of reality
It doesn't seem it fits for me
I'm higher than I'll ever be
Higher than I'll ever be