Hello depression

[Intro]
Hey Christian, ummm
Call us and tell that you are okay
Or whatever is going on
When are you coming home?
Why is your phone off?
Call me, bye

[Verse 1]
Been starting at the wall for the past three hours
I needed a change of view from the ceiling
Playing Russian roulette with apathy and stress
The bullet’s reality, and the trigger’s the check
Just want to call out of work, and lay in my bed
And make friends with all the demons inside of my head

[Pre-Chorus]
Feels like I’m fighting for my life, every time I leave my house
You keep on telling all these lies, got a weapon for a mouth
I’ve been looking for a wife, but you’re saying that I’ll never be loved, that I’ll never be enough
And I listen, you are killing my vision
I’m out of commission, before taking my prescriptions
I wish that you could die, so I could get a break
And I know you’ll hate this but I’m calling you be name

[Chorus]
Hello depression
Thanks for the blessings
Cause all the songs are great
But the words are fake, yeah
Hello depression
I done learned my lesson
You can’t keep my stressing
I’ve been on a mission, yeah
Just tryna find my way
In a world of gray

[Verse 2]
Been hiding from my phone cause you’re always on it
Even when I’m alone, I see your shadow
I’m always hiding myself, my skin is made of regret
And I’m not good with friends, I mean I try and connect
They always ask how I am; I say I guess I’m okay
But whatever joy is left, just keeps on fading away

[Pre-Chorus]
Feels like I’m fighting for my life, every time I leave my house
You keep on telling all these lies, got a weapon for a mouth
I’ve been looking for a wife, but you’re saying that I’ll never be loved, that I’ll never be enough
And I listen, you are killing my vision
I’m out of commission, before taking my prescriptions
I wish that you could die, so I could get a break
And I know you’ll hate this but I’m calling you be name

[Chorus]
Hello depression
Thanks for the blessings
Cause all the songs are great
But the words are fake, yeah
Hello depression
I done learned my lesson
You can’t keep my stressing
I’ve been on a mission, yeah
Just tryna find my way
In a world of gray

[Bridge]
Thanks for the inspiration but
I’d rather be alone
You’ve overstayed your welcome
My head is no longer your home
You were a great pretender
I thought you were part of me
But now I see
That you’re not even reality
And so, this is hello
Cause you were here, and I didn’t know
But at the same time, this is goodbye
At the same time, this is goodbye