Love letter 705

And I tried to be the one you want
But I'm losing a grip, I can't hang on
You don't let me love you the way I want to
You push me away, hoping that I find you
But I can't find you

And I can't stay here anymore
I've been through all this shit before
I know how this goes
Get dragged through limbo
And nobody knows, that I'm sure
I could drink this whole damn bottle
And comfort myself knowing I won't wake up tomorrow
Don't wanna wake up tomorrow

My muscles are tense, it's in my head
I've been feeling a sense of looming dread
You won't hurt me anymore
And I won't get hurt anymore
If I end up on the floor, who's gonna cry for help when I'm cold?
And I'm alone, and I just don't know if you rеally care
Cause you werе never there
Now I'm gonna take my life
And you gonna wish you were really there

And I wish you were there