I told you once

I wouldn't have it any other way
Your body's fine but your mind's not okay
When I think about it some other day
My only wish is that you would stay
And I wish there was something I could do
Cause I hate myself more than I hate you

And I told you once
And I'll tell you twice
There is nothing in this world I would sacrifice
And I can't be real
And I can't be nice
There is nothing in this world I would sacrifice

Sometimes my mind feels like an ashtray
I'm blinded by the smoke and the gray
There's just a price you have to pay
Feel like sh*t tomorrow but I feel fine today
And I wish there was something I could do
Cause I hate myself more than I hate you

And I told you once
And I'll tell you twice
There is nothing in this world I would sacrifice
And I can't be real
And I can't be nice
There is nothing in this world I would sacrifice