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This song is the opening track for Blue October’s 10th album, This is What I Live For. The song introduces many key elements of later songs, including lyrics from the tracks Fight for Love, and Moving On (So Long)
This is the part where I laugh at myself
And the world for thinking that things could actually change
Just like the old me you knew once before who
Almost destroyed and lost everything to this same damn thing
I'm once again in my head, I'm way over my head
And I can't seem to find a place to put all this pain
My hope is a fraud and I can't talk to God
I believed in the good of the world and now I'm just ashamed
I want to drink 'cause I'm mad and I'm angry but I swore
I promised my wife that I wouldn't drink again
There were so many chances I had that I wasted
As time went on by that were never to be seen again
And I never felt bad or guilty about moving on with my life
But I could never move on from you in the end
So I fight for love, come on break my heart
I Laugh at Myself was written by Justin Furstenfeld.
I Laugh at Myself was produced by Eric D. Holtz & Justin Furstenfeld.
Blue October released I Laugh at Myself on Fri Oct 23 2020.