Things i hope you don’t remember

[Intro]
"*sigh* actually, life seems okay, i guess
I have so many people supporting me, and shit but
I still don't feel complete but, well, whatever"

[Verse]
I've been awake now for several hours
Yeah my demons, yeah they start to devour me
P-p-pour another drink
Ashin' off my cigarette right there into my sink

I don't care about what everybody thinks i'm going through
I don't think that they could understand
Just me and you
I don't really know what i should do right now, right now

[Verse]
Spending more time writing songs you'll never know about
Feeling so depressed man
But i can't even take a time out

Everything's been stressing you and me
Why can't we just run away into the farther sea
I just wanna float away (in)to another continent
Wondering why everybody seems so fucking confident
So fucking confident
No

[Chorus]
Serotonin plaguing my head
I don't want to make it back
Thinking about the last time
I have seen you in my dreams
I don't want you to be real
I just want you to be near me, to be near me (me, me)

[Post-Chorus]
I will guide you through the deepest sea
But i think i need some company
I just can't simply surrender
Why could i have not been better
Writing things i hope you don't remember

[Outro]
*german* [?]