Endless Pain (on my mind)

Yuh-yeah yeah yuh
Aye
Endless Pain on my mind
I swear it hurts every time
I had to kill my mind
Just so I can stay alive
Do my drugs, smoke my weed
Money and peace-
Need to stay okay

Yeah

Endless Pain on my mind
I swear it hurts every time
I had to kill my mind
Just so I can stay alive
Do my drugs, smoke my weed
Money and peace-
All I need to be okay
While I bleed inside
Endless Pain on my mind
I swear it hurts every time
I had to kill my mind
Just so I can stay alive
Do my drugs, smoke my weed
Money and peace-
All I need to stay okay

Yeah
Uh Mechanically I'm alive
My heart is beating
My lungs inflate and deflate
Oh am I breathing
Because the air is not fresh anymore
It does not align with reason
I'm the King of my heart
More like the king of a broken Kingdom
Over throwing myself-
This is personal treason
I'm a citizen to a broken heart
The people that loved me
Left me, got me thinking-
Is leaving loving in past tense?
But fuck it I'm not the one for the nonsense
I feel like Elijah heading West
With the Word of God to Damascus
To confuse the masses-
Cleaning after you meses-
The Maths is;
The ones I love don't wanna text me
Them girls don't think I'm sexy
But I cannot let it get to my head
That's another lost city
A ghost town you don't wanna visit
I put it in my music for you to listen
So don't confuse it
I'm smarter than your average rapper
I know Physics
And Chemistry-
I can turn you into feceas and bury you in pieces
Pieces we came from-
The basic pieces making up my thesis
This is not an album
Its actually the book of rhythm
I mean I'll go with them
They'll listen to my music
And think 'damn the boi got rhythm'-
But I cannot even dance or make beats
I'm actually an algorithm
I tell relatable stories and come through
And break through with reason
The only way to keep me alive
Was to bust my own head with a Smith and Wesson
And let me out of my *Palsmore*
My own little Prison
Imaginary family and friends
They keep me company like demons
But the pain got me boosted at life
Something like pistons
To the engine and that's my heart in a state of combustion
My heart is on fire

Endless Pain on my mind
I swear it hurts every time
I had to kill my mind
Just so I can stay alive
Do my drugs, smoke my weed
Money and peace-
All I need to be okay
While I bleed inside
Endless Pain on my mind
I swear it hurts every time
I had to kill my mind
Just so I can stay alive
Do my drugs, smoke my weed
Money and peace-
All I need to stay okay