[Chorus]
I died today (Suddenly I died, suddenly I died)
But I'm still breathing (I'm still breathing)
I don't wanna stay (I don't wanna stay, I don't wanna stay)
But didn't plan on leaving (And I don't plan on leaving)
[Verse 1: Esham]
I died today, today I died, I'm felling like my suicide
Oh Jesus Christ I'm feeling like the day when you got crucified
They got me walkin' through the fire, death is they desire
To have a wicked empire, your soul is required
I was told by Jesus to K-K-K-Kill the Fetus
I don't know what you believe in, believe this
While all these rappers continue to sell out
And still fuck the government 'til I get my billion dollar bail out
So get the hell out before the automatic shell out
I go postal and pass all of my mail out
Then I finally fell out the Heavens back to Hell
Where the dead bodies yell 'cause death is the smell
Can you tell I'm forgiven by the way that I'm livin'?
I be duckin' dodgin' prison 'cause I'm suicide driven
I was turnin' and twistin' a resurrection arisen
All the sinners be listenin' 'cause the spirts, they whisperin'
[Chorus]
I died today (Suddenly I died, suddenly I died)
But I'm still breathing (I'm still breathing)
I don't wanna stay (I don't wanna stay, I don't wanna stay)
But didn't plan on leaving (And I don't plan on leaving)
[Verse 2]
I died today, today I died, it's feeling like my homicide
Feeling like a patient in the ER when he dramatize
Why do I feel dead when I'm alive?
Feeling like a zombie when he rise
I said fuck my demise, back like a big surprise
They love to see the villain get vicimized
I hit 'em with that buck buck boom
They prayin' for my death, I'm like fuck you too
I'm still breathing, feeling like a demon
So many die for no reason like this the wrong day to be in
Homicidal chances, dance with the Devil
Is your life really worth trying to stand on my level?
Man, it's only at the top, no more homies from the block
You're dreaming, be careful when you wish for my spot
Can't pronounce me dead, blood still flowin' through my heart
I'm witchin' like a spirit when my light goes dark, I
[Chorus]
I died today (Suddenly I died, suddenly I died)
But I'm still breathing (I'm still breathing)
I don't wanna stay (I don't wanna stay, I don't wanna stay)
But didn't plan on leaving (And I don't plan on leaving)
[Outro]
At the Vatican, there is no such thing as a typical day