I'm here because...I recognize...in my life there has been a major imbalance...many caused by what I have done...in a criminal way...I want to promise myself that this is going to be the most honest confession of my life, and in doing that...I need to make the long journey backwards...to understand what I did, to acknowledge that...in some way to make reparation for it, and to that those whom I have offended, know that if possible