JALEELOQUY NO. 1

[Intro]
Yeah
Yeah, uh

[Verse 1]
When you living on borrowed time I find the clock ticks faster
In time, I find it's harder to not miss laughter
So since I ain't got the power to stop disasters
I'm staying out the mix until I got shit mastered
I really would like the people to not get Casper
And shrug me off saying, "Shit happens"
Niggas is playing both sides
Life is in a nosedive
So I, guess I gotta be my own cockpit captain (Damn)
It's crazy, shit been hella shaky
Ain't been playing my part because my heart been Achy Breaky (Damn)
And maybe, I don't be seeing shit for what it is when it is cause I'm stuck on what it may be (Damn)
And lately, I can't figure out if I'm really playing the victim or if people tryna play me
'Cause I ain't fucking crazy
I noticed when the chances got slim
Everybody got shady
(How you feeling 'Leel?)

[Chorus]
Head spinnin'
Dreads thinnin'
Red visions
Feel like I'm losing my mind
Inside it's like I'm dead livin'
Dread livin'
But if you ask imma tell you I'm doing fine
Too much shit on my mind
But fuck it imma grind
Like a long [?] I got too much shit on the line
Finding comfort in my bed linens
Bedridden
Stuck in my head and my mind doing the time

[Verse 2]
I really gotta change how I'm moving though
And I gotta stop revealing what I'm doing, bro
And all of this is really shit I should've knew before
But hindsight is 20/20 when you view it though
Looking at my past mistakes like, "That was stupid" so
I don't really wanna see error up in my future though
'Cause honestly you can say what you want about Russell Wilson but at least that nigga could know what the future holds
Shit, cause I don't fucking know

[Chorus]
Head spinnin'
Dreads thinnin'
Red visions
Feel like I'm losing my mind
Inside it's like I'm dead livin'
Dread livin'
But if you ask imma tell you I'm doing fine
Too much shit on my mind
Head spinnin'
Dreads thinnin'
Red visions
Feel like I'm losing my mind
Finding comfort in my bed linens
Bedridden
Stuck in my head and my mind doing the time (time, time, time)

[Outro]
(Mind, Mind, Mind, Mind)
(Fine, Fine, Fine, FIne)
(Mind, Mind, Mind, Mind)