The Macabre Story of Andrew

[Chorus]
I don’t wanna be by myself, I wanna be with you
I don’t wanna get confused over love though
I’ve been running from myself
I don’t think I like him so much, but I like you enough, so
I don’t wanna have to force you for nothing or to feel like I am
I’m a man but I’m half-so
A well known macabre fact
I would have a heart attack on the highway
I was born for the backroads

[Verse]
My name isn’t really what I mean
And this game isn’t really meant for me
I’m alone, there ain’t no fish in the sea for me
Ain’t no need in tryna console all my needs
Memories just all seem so melancholy
I had pledged to be a hero when I turned a teen
I got wedged inside a rock, it’s harder in between, baby
But maybe it’s just so hard for you to see
Not like you don’t got other shit going on
But I been feeling worser than what I did, Oh, my God
I’m really lonely and existential, that’s really all
And I would act like I’m fine if you had thought something wrong

I don't wanna be a nuisance
I just really thought you were the cutest and the truest to your nature
The amplified version of what it means to so naked
And still have room to cater to everybody’s expectations
My phone's almost dead, but I just hope that it can make it
I know that you’re the reason that I treat it so sacred
I know we don’t get younger but we age up by the daily
I can’t wait to tell you until the day I drip from saline
I really wanna hold you close and act like you’re my savior
Can we just lay in silence? My day, I’ll tell you 'bout it later
Right now, I’m thinking of being with you inside a haven
I’m looking for the words to say not knowing if I should say them

[Chorus]
I don’t wanna be by myself, I wanna be with you
I don’t wanna get confused over love though
I’ve been running from myself
I don’t think I like him so much, but I like you enough, so
I don’t wanna have to force you for nothing or to feel like I am
I’m a man but I’m half-so
A well known macabre fact
I would have a heart attack on the highway
I was born for the backroads