Losing My Grip

[Intro]
Broke up, wouldn't say die
I don't think I make it to 25
Last year, we so petrified
This [?] of the [?] it don't get me high
All feeling this dead inside
Remember being kid, just startin' life
[?] but I don't wanna try
It's 6 AM and I can't sleep at night

[Chorus]
Here's to another sleepless night
Good luck trying to survive
You've been trapped at reality
I hope this isn't where I peak
I see that I'm sick, I'm losing my grip
I see that I'm sick, I see that I'm sick

[Post-Chorus]
What if I just can't seem to wash off the pain that I had?
What if I just can't seem to make it through the darkness in my path?
I see that I'm losing my reality
This is my lucid dream, this is my lucid dream
This is my lucid dream
This is my lucid dream

[Verse]
These games of stayin' of play got me feelin' like I need a break
I'm through all this, I need some to pull through this
I'm done with all your hate
I'm done with all this pain
I can't take another day of feelin' ashame
I can't take another day of feelin' insane
I can't handle all of this, handle all of this

[Pre-Chorus]
My dearest I write to you
The letter that still forced me true
Something about how I feel alright
Let me get fuckin' real
I'm sick of all this hate
I can't take another day of all this pain
Can't stand on when you always on my brain
All I want to do is make you go away

[Chorus]
Here's to another sleepless night
Good luck trying to survive
You've been trapped at reality
I hope this isn't where I peak
I see that I'm sick, I'm losing my grip
I see that I'm sick, I see that I'm sick
Good luck trying to survive
You've been trapped at reality
I hope this isn't where I peak
I see that I'm sick, I'm losing my grip
I see that I'm sick, I see that I'm sick
I see that I'm sick, I see that I'm sick

[Bridge]
Broke up, wouldn't say die
I don't think I make it to 25
Last year, we so petrified
This [?] of the [?] it don't get me high
All feeling this dead inside
Remember being kid, just startin' life
[?] but I don't wanna try
It's 6 AM and I can't sleep at night

[Chorus]
Here's to another sleepless night
Good luck trying to survive
You've been trapped at reality
I hope this isn't where I peak
I see that I'm sick, I'm losing my grip
I see that I'm sick, I see that I'm sick
Losing my grip, I see that I'm sick
I see that I'm sick