I Don’t Feel Good

[Hook x2]
I can tell that you don't feel good
(I know you feel like shit, but me too)
I guess you're not alone
(I can relate, let me be the voice for you)

[Verse 1]
His name was Aaron
Tears blow
17 years old
His SATs his parents had him preparing for
High School homie hanging with kids who is older
Little dude really got a chip on his shoulder
His parents just got divorced
They selfish as fuck
Got him testify in court
Of course, awful thoughts of all sorts
Drown his memory
His pops used to get drunk and beat the shit out of his family
So him and his pops they both stayed drunk
But dude was naturally smart so he managed to keep his grades up
The young girls loved him, they kinda helped with healing
But inside he always kept this empty feeling
But he also kept a 9 milli
And then to a _______ from South Philly
But he was from Brooklyn and his last letter said
This is a suicide note to my only friend
I'm better off dead
And now he's gone

[Hook x2]

[Verse 2]
Her name was Carrey
Her husband named Barry
And in the beginning in 2001
Is when they got married
To be with each other for life
Now they accepted
Right after the marriage
They found out that she was pregnant
And they both felt the greatest joy in the world
'Cause the sonic gram showed twins
A boy and a girl
He would always work hard
Everything was always cool
Till one morning Carrey turned on the awful news
And in one sec she knew her love was in the sky to heaven
'Cause this day we all know was 9/11
And dude worked in the twin towers
So Carrey freaked the fuck out
Hit the bottle
Started crying in the shower
And then now was prone for crying to her mother on the phone
Crying moan in the zone
Crying all alone
It's like she lost all her hope
The fucked up part is that
Is that's the same day her water broke
And now she cries everyday in front of friends
About the day her babies life began and her husbands ends
And that's -fuck, man...

[Hook x2]

[Verse 3]
Meet Brendan
This ain't random
His girl love him to death
But sometimes its like she really can't stand him
He had some bad habit that he broke
Like cheating on her once in a blue
And sniffed in and selling coke
But he stopped that
Now the dude did the right thing
Now only good things he would bring
Even bought the engagement ring
And his moms got sick and so did his pops
His best mate from junior high got doped up from a whole lot of shots
The dude cut off all his drug ties
For her
Little did he know the love of his life was full enough lies
Almost gave up his career
Shed some tears
'Cause shawty fucked some other kid behind his back for like a fucking year
What goes around comes around
And now he's back to hustling
Eating pills and suffering
Attitude is: fuck it now
Its like pain is pleasure
Pleasure is pain
And its clear this kids brain will never be the same
And his story, I'm repping it now
'Cause he's like me
We're both drunk and high as fuck
Our heads in the clouds
So when death is calling you
Life's a bitch
But you ain't alone
Remember I'm standing right here with all of you
We all bleed!

[Hook x2]