The Reassurance

[Verse]
I took a couple years from rapping just
Because life happened
All in my head overthinking 'bout
What might not happen
Instead of taking action
All I did was keep on acting
Like everything was alright
'cause I had settled with life
And everything it had to offer
Feeling lost from within
Stuck in a cubicle collecting checks
To cover the rent
With not a nan dollar left over
For me to spend
I had to to quit fooling
Go to school and do it again
Now I got my degree
Feeling good as can be
Then the world fell victim to the covid-19
And the field I studied for
About as dead as my dreams
Which makеs me wonder
What does God havе destined for me?
Is my presence for peace?
Am I here to make music?
I promise if you hand me power
Thou shall not abuse it
I would use it to unite
For the betterment of life
Tell me if I’m moving wrong
How the hell to make it right
Show me how I can ignite
The flame resting in my soul
See I tried the manifesting line
They left me on a hold
All the bestest of my friends
That I’m watching growing old
Get engaged, having kids
Loving life, building homes
Meanwhile here I am
In a jam, all alone
With a blunt in my hand
Feeling damned and dethroned
But it’s all temporary
So I pray for endurance
And that 2021 brings LaRoc reassurance