The Faker

And I am always on the run
I am running from myself
Because it's got too fucking obvious that I wanna be someone else

Pretty people that I see
Playing characters on tv
And all the bullshit social media
Makes me doubt what you could be

Cause now I'm a clown that's doing stand up in a club I've lost control of
And now it's got me clearing out my phone and I'm burning all my clothes
Because they don't match my persona

Cause I am a maker and I am a faker
And I am a fucked up person creator
And I'm feeling like I'm 6 feet deep in bullshit
Taking it too far so now I have to commit to it

And I am always on the run
I am running from myself
I am just playing a character that depicts my mental health
So whеn I'm getting drunk and flustered
Whеn I'm covered in ketchup and mustard
You can laugh like it's a comedy but it's a fucking cry for help

And I am a clown that banged his head against a wall and locked in the drama
And now it's got me burning all my clothes and I'm gonna die alone because that is my persona

Cause I am a maker and I am a faker
And I am a fucked up person creator
And I'm feeling like I'm 6 feet deep in bullshit
Taking it too far so now I have to commit to it