Mint chewing gum, spironolactone 100mg​(​2x daily​)​, a half​-​emptied pack of clove cigarettes, estradiol 4mg​(​2x daily​)​, one unopened can of Mace (The things we carry with us through the end times | apologies in advance, [REDACTED​]​)

[Verse 1: ?]
I'm sorry that I came home
Smelling like cigarettes
Someone got on top of the parking garage
And they tried to jump off at school today
I had to relieve some stress
But the pigs were all about
So I pulled out a cigarette
Tried to ignore the all the screams ringing out from 50 feet away
I’m just not built for this shit
I forgot to brush my teeth
Before I went in to work
So I took out the most bitter gum that I own
And I chewed it until I couldn't take the taste anymore
And I brought my mace
So if somebody follows me
Likе that one time, instead of actually hurting somеbody
I can just spray and run the fuck away

[Bridge: ?]
I'm just not built for this world
I’m just not made from this earth
This place is collapsing, can't you see?
And every day the city sinks just a little more
And nobody really knows how much time we have left
At the end of everything, you'll hold on to anything you've got

[Verse 2: ?]
I don't wanna cause alarm
I don't feel like this is gonna work
I don't wanna cause alarm
But we can feel the end times coming
We don't wanna make a scene
It feels like we’re on the brink of full collapse
Buildings are toppling, they’re building mass grave sites
For everyone, everyone, everybody's gonna fucking die!

[Refrain]
It’s the end of the world, it's the end of the world
It's the end of the world, it's the end of the world
It’s the end of the world, it's the end of the world
It's the end of the world, it's the end of the world

[Chorus: ?]
For a whole lot of regular people
This whole thing's gonna mean that they die
For a whole lotta horrible people
Everything is going to be fine
For a whole lot of innocent people
Their lives have been put on the line
Generations of lifetimes of people
Put to an end all for the bottom line
I'm sorry that I came home
Smelling like cigarettes
I promise I won't relapse
It will not happen again
I feel like a total jerk
I think I'm a complete wreck
I wanna go back in time
I wanna go fix this mess