RAZBLIUTO (I just wanna feel normal)

(Verse)
I’ve probably wrote a thousand versions of this verse
But nothing can encapsulate how much I hurt
Every time I think I need to see your face
I get reminded why that shit was a mistake
Stay sad, stay mad, I don’t give a fuck
Cause all you did was take advantage of a a giver, I'm-
Fucked up now, hope you still feel enough
Of that guilt you had before you said I needed help
It’s funny how you switched up when I moved on
Just say you’re mad that I’m not around your finger now
And if I’m being honest I’m seeing shit better now
I wasn’t happy, it was torture tryna feel proud

(Chorus)

Of myself for having someone that would kick me to the curb if I needed reassurance that I wasn’t being hurt

I know this doesn’t matter that I’m saying how I’m feeling, I’m just putting this on paper so I’m not taking bullets to my head like Kurt

(Outro)
I hope you know how you made me feel

I should’ve know the first time it’d be fake

But I never learn