R u ok

I wish i could escape this awful feeling
And youre always watching me and its killing me
I dont i dont wanna think about the past
But i but i just keep on coming back
I wish i could escape this awful feeling
And youre always watching me and its killing me
I dont i dont wanna think about the past
But i but i just keep on coming back

I want you gone from my life like right now
I want you out of my head like right now
And i dont say a word but we know its true
And i dont say a word but we know its true

You and i got some fucked up shit
And im wishing i could leave but i dont [?]
And all the racks you spent on me dont mean nothing to me
And ill keep being [waste?] if you keep being free

And i think ill die before you
And i know you wouldn't mind that
And i think ill die before you
And i know you wouldn't mind that

And i wish