Relationship Status

[Hook: John Michael Rouchell]
Downtown love
Don't want none of your downtown love
Downtown love
Don't want none of your downtown love
Just wonderin' if you notice me
Just wonderin' if you notice me

[Verse]
Shit, here goes a song i’d never thought i’d write
About this girl who i thought would once stay in my life
Love was lost, nah man that shit didn't quite feel right
And she insisted it was my fault for a long long time
But now i'm sorted, man i’ve had some time to think
Put these thoughts out on these pages
Man i’ve pushed myself to brinks
I kill myself for music, man i guess she didn't see
She said she always loved me
So love just ain't what it seems
Sacrifice love, fuck it, bury that and let it suffer
Focus on my path, on my future, and then on my lovers
I gave you my respect, but for you i had to work for it?
Said you loved my demos, but you never even spoke about it
Had to lie just to get through to you, dont dare come at me funny
Asked me if its good that you wanted some guy to give you money?
I know you never gave a shit, youd never even thought id make it
But now i am on this stage, i’ve even got this crowd sayin:

[Hook: John Michael Rouchell]
Downtown love
Don't want none of your downtown love
Downtown love
Don't want none of your downtown love
Just wonderin' if you notice me
Just wonderin' if you notice me

[Verse 2]
And I know theres alot of people that care for me out there
Some of you are real close, they know who they be
They know this music shit is my final goal to achieve
Relationship status, thats a rocky road, not for me
It’s pain for some to hear, but know it bears more on me
Recently been distant, nothin more than hard to understand
I get it, some won't get it, maybe thats how it has to be
Thats how it has to be
Look
Droppin these bars like singles, thats how i gotta be
Single man, road to riches, its a lonely path
1 man x one road, you can do the math
No speed or sign, not sure if i'm goin too fast
But i know that i'm ahead, brain saying i'm not in last
They all had no belief, but they left that in the past
This feeling that I harbour, i'm sure as hell it gotta pass
Theres no way someone like myself will ever let this last
They starting to believe, i'm treated like top of class
And i’ve came a long way from rapping in the back of class
Headset mics to studios and condensers
This didn't happen by chance homie
This was just meant too