Promise

When I pre package thoughts
Where I live no gunshots
You feel safe at the bus stop
Or at least that's what you bought
And then something shatters
What is mind over matter
Where do high rises rise
Evolution in disguise

Give me hope
Give me some for me to hold on
I been battling inner demons for so long
I was sure that by now I’d be Bye, gone
I stand strong more relevant than ever
Dead Wrong

Hold my hand & never let go
I promise that I'll never let go
Have u ever been so scared of death that you forgot to live
I know a couple times for me
But those are things that I forgive

Gentle with myself but it's hard sometimes I hate it
By it I mean me, anticipated
Self loathing never be outdated
But it’s unbecoming, of what?
The person I've awaited

Cause I've laid the stomping grounds for me to rise above
And sometimes I deceive myself try not to give a fuck
Im honest with you mostly but with myself i'm a liar
I play along and rarely ask what does my heart desire
What does my heart desire
What does my heart desire
What does my heart desire
What does my heart desire

When I pre package thoughts
Where I live no gunshots
You feel safe at the bus stop
Or at least that's what you bought
And then something shatters
What is mind over matter
Where do high rises rise
Evolution in disguise