That sad thinking

(intro)
It's a true shame that life treats me like a pile of flying shit but sometimes it treats me like a king just like my baby girl

(verse 1)
Niggas be mad, some of em are in there feels right now, im trying to figure out my life while being yelled at for stupid shit, oh shit its my last pill shit i been taking extra every day i hope my mom won't notice i hope she dont get mad i hope she flip out i hope its all right i pray that i dont od that on me if i do and i dont wanna die i still got my wife and my family ima have a baby girl or boy on thе way and that otay, how am i gon live my life if i stay in a cofin that rough and.. i dont wanna say what ima do in the futurе if i could be dead before the sun up, im not up im down my Ora is low im slow im gonna go and when i do i dont come back and thats a fact look at my dad oh wait you can't hes left my ass i dont give a fuck whats the fucking matter nothing nigga sligah im a ringa

(chorus)
Oh if i kick the stool back and let the rope hug my neck im be dead thats on red its said, if i pull the trigger ill be dead on sight, but if i do its gonna show that i dont really give a fuck, and i give a fuck why the fuck you think im still here.....

(verse 2)
I got mad when ever my little brothers woke up moms and when step dad... wasn't himself das crazy but im the one to blame if i do anything wrong you make me feel wrong now somedays is my wife in a thong she make me feel better i dont mean sexually i mean yes that too but she helps me cope with my shit my mom is the only one that understands how i move and think but as soon as i blink i fear she might vanish now each time i feel like i can live shorter, even tho my older bro hike on me and goof around about how i look and what i do i tell myself maybe one day u won't be able too hike ill be dead soon, im too young im the future what a future if im dead, thats on red im dead, why is that each time i breath i regret ever second i dont do something important

(chorus)
Oh if i kick the stool back and let the rope hug my neck im be dead thats on red its said, if i pull the trigger ill be dead on sight, but if i do its gonna show that i dont really give a fuck, and i give a fuck why the fuck you think im still here.....

(verse 3)
WHY CAN'T I JUST TALK AND SPEAK MY MIND WITHOUT GETTING A LECTURE,I WANNA BURN MY FINGERS BECAUSE I LIVE,AND OPING DOESN'T HELP EITHER BECAUSE I'M DIFFERENT ......i just hope i don't put the barrel to my mouth......
I ain't gonna be that i wanna be in my kids life in my moms life my wifes life SHES MORE THEN ANYTHING TO ME
Its the same shit i do to get throught this game called life and i hope i can roll that dice more then a few more times.....

(outro)
God-god bless-