I’m Still Standing

[Intro]
Yeah
You thought I was done..

[Verse]
Ah
You can't ever walk on water if you don't leave the boat
That's what I told myself before I moved to the coast
Sometimes my insecurities goin' lead me to boast
Sometimes I'm in my feelings when they need me the most
Bill collector's just keep hitting the jack
I gotta strategize some way of paying it back
Sometimes I feel like I'm the only one taking risk
I'd rather live a life instead of barely exist
I know that life is hard but still I got to pursue
A couple figures deep but i'm still tryna recoup
The devil is a lie and that's inspired the truth
My whole life I’ve been trying to shoot
I went and plant the seeds and now they tryna to root
I wonder if the messaging inspire the youth
But I can't even tell you what i'm tryna prove

[Verse 2]
Mama ask me how i'm doing told her life is a breeze
I hung up the phone and then I fell to my knees
Only thing i'm selling now a days is a dream
People want my life but they don't know what it brings
Tell me if i'm tweaking or not
I'm trying not to cave and go and peak in the box
The skills which i've acquired hasn’t brought me a change
The life that I been living chose to show me some things
Mentally I feel like there is nothing impossible
Me myself and I dawg the greatest of obstacles
I looked in the mirror told him no one is stopping you
Gabe text me on the phone new year new you
I guess that he thinking that I’m retiring too
Like I rose i'm still planted
Seven years later i'm still standing