Maybe I'm just a kid who's head is in the clouds
But you taught me not to fear. You taught me how to stand my ground
So try and take me down!
I tried to make you understand
That I can't fly if you're holding me back
In all the ways that I loved you
I forgot to love myself
I can't go on and pretend just like everybody else
It doesn't have to be perfect
It doesn't have to mean that we're through
Whatever happens just know that I did this all for you
I don't want to go but if you're standing in my way
I'll throw the years and tears we've shed away
This ends today!
If you push me out, I'm never coming back
If you pull too hard then you'll feel my wrath
I pull no punches when I react and that's a fact
Man I used to kiss the ground you walked on
Till that ground became my dreams
And I never for a second could forget
That I regret it in my head
But if you think that's still me then you've yet to see
I know what's best for me!
In all the ways that I loved you
I forgot to love myself
I can't go on and pretend just like everybody else
It doesn't have to be perfect
It doesn't have to mean that we're through
Whatever happens just know that I did this all for you
The life that I once loved will surely bring me pain
I have to chase the only thing that keeps me sane
This giant leap of faith is the choice that I must make
I have to do this with or, with or, with or, without you
I'll find a way to make it through
And I'll do it with or without you
In Loving Memory released With Or Without You on Sun Aug 16 2015.