Tightrope

{Verse 1}
Now I'm on my hot shit
No more sitting thinking 'bout the past
I had to stop it
Working in a moshpit
Of mixed feelings and sprinkles of what I'm not yet
I been working steady tryna find change in my pocket
I ain't got a watch yet
I'm peeling my eyes in search of a life that I ain't got yet
Find me in your top ten a couple years from now
Cause I ain't tryna go and shoplift
I already got a couple chains that I can mop with
I got all that I really need right now, and that's a blessin'
And I got a couple girls that go both ways just like an intersection
Took 'em to my hotel, they ain't even need to check-in
Cause they already know who I am
Ssolumm, 2 S's and M's
They let me melt in thеy mouth like a couple of M&Ms
And I don't need any friends
That's just thе way that I am
I'm stayin' relevant, I just can't seem to come to an end
And I'm gon' do it again
I was never one to sin
But once I felt a little heartbreak and my walls caved in
Felt like I had to do somethin'
I couldn't sit and pretend like it's nothin'
Fuck
I'm just gettin' started
I ain't even ate lunch yet
And I ain't givin' into the pressure, won't kick the bucket
Back to those two girls, man we ain't even got to fuck yet
But soon enough we all get our fix of dopamine
Then we go back to being upset
Lookin' at the sunset
Like, "Damn, where did I go wrong?" but I still ain't ran outta luck yet
Shit, I'm still breathing so that's something that I can't take lightly
All these motherfuckers angry, why they wanna
Come fight me, bitch try me
You overcoming me is very unlikely
Come find me, posted at the club with half a backwood
Im fucked up, well I might be
Fuckin' up my psyche off these meds
I give in to it nightly

{Hook}
Ooh, walkin' on a tightrope
Tryna balance my mind before I go psycho
Ooh, runnin' out of my hope
Tunnel vision gonna make me wanna die slow
Ooh, walkin' on a tightrope
Tryna balance my mind before I go psycho
Ooh, runnin' out of my hope
Tunnel vision gonna make me wanna die slow

{Verse 2}
These people make me wanna blow my brains
But I can't, 'cause if I do then I give up on my dreams
And If I give up on my dreams, it's gon' be a nightmare
My life already a living hell
I reach over expect to see you right there, but you weren't
So I started to breathe
Wake up and brush my teeth, and move it forward in peace
Okay
I said I'll stop with the sad shit
But I can't do all this rap shit if I say shit and I'm cappin'
Like what the fuck happened?
If I have to write one more love song you can bury me in satin
Think of the chair that I sat in a couple years ago was next to you
Art class, then time passed, and now you're with someone new
Anyways, I'm back on my shit
So tell your bitch I'm on my way
She got the text that I sent
And it don't gotta make sense
She on my line
I said It's fine as long as you don't get pissed
As long as I get a kiss, okay
Hahaha, haha

{Hook}
Ooh, walkin' on a tightrope
Tryna balance my mind before I go psycho
Ooh, runnin' out of my hope
Tunnel vision gonna make me wanna die slow