MEMORIES! - Spotify singles

So I'm lookin' through my memories, fallin' into jealousy
How can I miss you? You’re really just my enemy
Breakin' apart, but I gotta hold my legacy
And I don't wanna die yo- yeah yeah, I don't wanna die young
I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die young
I don't wanna die young

Yeah, I'm searchin' for my destiny, driven for a better me
I don't wanna break your heart, so you better leave
Yeah, you better leave
Yeah, you better leave
It’s not that I don't love you, I'm just losing myself mentally
Yeah, I'm losing myself mentally
I can't use you as my remedy
As my remedy
I can't use you as my remedy
I’m scared to open up
I’m scared to really feel
Afraid of my own mind
I don't know if I will heal
I wish that you weren’t real
I wish this ended when I woke up
And my high is my sobriety
I wish someone would save us
I know it's not my destiny to die without a legacy
Guess I am my enemy
Yeah, why’d I look through memories?
No, it's not my destiny to die without a legacy
Guess I am my enemy
Yeah, why’d I look through memories?

So I'm lookin' through my memories, fallin' into jealousy
How can I miss you? You’re really just my enemy
Breakin' apart, yeah, I gotta hold my legacy
I don't wanna die young, I know that's not my destiny
Yeah, I know that's not my destiny
I've been fallin' into jealousy
Sayin', how could I miss you?
Yeah, you’re really just my enemy