​sun. beaming.

[Intro]
I swear to God, bro, I been
I been fuckin' goin' through it
It's just some crazy shit
I'm tryna find myself, you feel me? Haha...

[Chorus]
I got some demons, sun beamin', I'm tryna find meanin'
Cut fiendin', love peelin' all my layers, I'm done sheathin'
Tough dealings
No more tough dealings

[Verse]
It done been a couple months since I got and caught y'all up
But I think found the one, shit, I think I fell in love
I done gave her all my trust, even though it took me much
I don't feel like it's enough, mama, kiss me, I feel numb
I don't feel like I'm your son, I done been through so much shit
That I feel like I'm in dumps, I don't know who is my ones
Who I trust when I'm amuck, life's a game and losin' sucks
Every loss feels like a punch, fuck a smile, frown will trump
Grandma, I'vе been in the mud, come from heavеns, help me up
I've been missin' you so much, I feel like I'm in a slump
Butterflies are in my tum, cycle in my brain, it hums
"You a failure, you a bum, you ain't never be enough
Why you tryna act all tough? Go back, drinkin' all your fun
Alcohol is what you love, you ain't even got no one
'Round you, even givin' you a hug, or at least what it mean
Your mental's feelin' obscene, let's end the act, end the scene
I know you hope it's a dream, I know you tossin' for sleep
I hope you fall in the deep, I hope you face all your grief
Emotions naked to me, I hope you tear into piece'
I hope I'm plannin' to leave, just like it fall from a tree
You mean nothin' to me, I hope you never will breathe

[Bridge]
Shit, I mean nothin' to me
Shit, I mean nothin' to me
I hope I fall in the deep, I hope I fall from a tree
Shit, I mean nothin' to me, I hope I never will breathe
Shit, I mean nothin' to me

[Chorus]
I got some demons, sun beamin', I'm tryna find meanin'
Cut fiendin', love peelin' all my layers, I'm done sheathin'
Tough dealings
No more tough dealings

[Outro]
I swear to God, bro, I've been tryna
I've been tryna find my ways
I can't find shit
I'm right back to where I started