The Cup Of Tea Song

I hope that it doesn’t show
How far in the dark I had let myself go down
The mirror won’t give me a smile
It hasn’t done for a while

I’m still looking for the Sun
And somewhere along the way I got lost and
I wish I was found ’cause I can’t get out of this
Dead end goes on for miles

I feel like life has poured a cold cup of tea on my head
Why can’t I wake up when I was eighteen again?
When I was eighteen
Wish I was eighteen

I really don’t want to know
It’s taken a while to face up to who I’ve become
How did I fall so deep?
How can I not see that my world was fast asleep

Whatever way I turn
I can’t get across the bridges I burned
And seems there’s no going back
All those dreams that I had were shattered

I feel like life has poured a cold cup of tea on my head
Why can’t I wake up when I was eighteen again?
When I was eighteen
Wish I was eighteen

I feel like life has poured a cold cup of tea on my head
Why can’t I wake up when I was eighteen again?
When I was eighteen
Wish I was eighteen