Somewhere in Ocean Beach

[Intro]
Yo, let’s do something that sound like a suicide note in a bottle
But it washed up to shore and you got to read it cuz you survived that shit
Yo, we could do this 1 of 2 ways mane (aha, yeah)
Follow your destiny (aha)
Or you could swim in the abyss, hey now

[Hook]
I found myself in San Diego baby (aha)
Take a picture make the time freeze (aha)
And through the picture found what’s real within me (aha)
It was standing somewhere in Ocean Beach (aha)
Like a tear in the Pacific baby (aha)
Them other rappers can’t see me (uh uh)
Because I conquered all them demons in me (aha)
Left them buried somewhere in Ocean Beach (aha)

[Verse 1]
Oh fam, where do I start with this riddle
Since when pubics start to grew
Was confused as a con, fused with a priest in a temple
Confessing sins of his wrongdoings
Or a prostitute rocking crucifix all cause she broken
Mentally I’m a middle finger the hands of my time
Being wasted, fuck the world, was broke not a dime
Disrespectful as telling my mom her infants is hideous
While the minutes are ticking I slide the keys on my midi (uh oh)
Door to go move to daygo opening thru this music was clueless & sheltered reclusive bursting my bubble
Use to sit in my Tahoe, Nirvana play suicidal
In tears my body was hallow, my spirit probably far gone
Momma stressed cause I’m depressed and I could press the button and end it
But a voice was growing clearer, closer that I was to Nimitz
Twas me, telling me, that you home
Looked in the ocean, first time I seen a reflection
Looking back and smiled, hey now

[Hook]
I found myself in San Diego baby (aha)
Take a picture make the time freeze (aha)
And through the picture found what’s real within me (aha)
It was standing somewhere in Ocean Beach (aha)
Like a tear in the Pacific baby (aha)
Them other rappers can’t see me (uh uh)
Because I conquered all them demons in me (aha)
Left them buried somewhere in Ocean Beach (aha)

[Verse 2]
I regurgitate lyrics to puke the mucus of wisdom
Which you gain from yo pain, I’m still reclusive and distant
Cuz people rarely relate to me and it kinda darken my spirit
But I swear these roaches is fireflies that are sparking my image
Sit up under the stars, ocean beach quarter moon
That’s erased by the sun, it’s like a quarter to noon
Use to think that I wouldn’t see 30
Have a better chance shitting out clean terd, see
Lord have me mercy, pour out liquor to gutter for the old me
Found in OB yea, aha, you see I’m similar to politics
Because my civil war was just a inside job and shit
Good verses evil like the homie crook album
Took the evil out me to salt water drowned him, yea man
Pisces with a fish scale flow livin’ outta water, aha
Yea man, pie seen in the sky in the form of promise, aha
Yea man, if Chris woulda let me swallow them pills
I woulda been drowned and forever been silent
But I’m rolling loud, hey now

[Hook]
I found myself in San Diego baby (aha)
Take a picture make the time freeze (aha)
And through the picture found what’s real within me (aha)
It was standing somewhere in Ocean Beach (aha)
Like a tear in the Pacific baby (aha)
Them other rappers can’t see me (uh uh)
Because I conquered all them demons in me (aha)
Left them buried somewhere in Ocean Beach (aha)

[Verse 3]
Yea, I seen 3 birdies, I ain’t talking about no golf course
I’m talking about them ravens that was screeching like a chalk board
Saved by the bell of them waking me from my slumber
The magnet was pulling me closer to daygo
Where they guide me to my lost soul
Strolling down Newport, started a convo with hippies who homeless
Spoke about a truth shortage, fam I gotta live
Because of the world is full of them liars who be conniving only the truth would fix
The voices up in my head be telling me to quit but now I’m too persistent
Got a segunda chance like the rapper had a junior and
All of my demons as pissed as a Christian if Christ portrayed as gay in a movie, man
Pray it doesn’t rain, cause I started a bonfire that is ignited by my pain
And all of the smoke is bringing me fame, look
When in ocean beach and at the pier I feel peerless
Appears a note in a bottle I wrote just wash up to near us
As soon I grab it, trying to read, a wave would just crash and send it to sea
You see that I never ever will let my past kill my present, hey now

[Hook]
I found myself in San Diego baby (aha)
Take a picture make the time freeze (aha)
And through the picture found what’s real within me (aha)
It was standing somewhere in Ocean Beach (aha)
Like a tear in the Pacific baby (aha)
Them other rappers can’t see me (uh uh)
Because I conquered all them demons in me (aha)
Left them buried somewhere in Ocean Beach (aha)