Flapjacks

[Chorus: Pandaraps]
I'm disillusioned
My whole dream feel like chasin' for a part I shouldn't get
Probably should go to somebody with more heart
At least someone who seen more shit than I did
I open up my eyelids and feel like all I ever do is play a part (Yup)
In a role I shouldn't act
Hardly seem to have a heart but I'm careful
One sharp slip and you're swimmin' with the sharks
But a harp high notes still sound like love to me
I got lowest of smarts but my high hopes run from me
Sweeter than licorice that be coated in candy canes
That be covered in caramel, daffodils in the flowеr chain
I ain't playin' no power games, I ain't pushin' the patriarch
My mama a matriarch, swеar to God she the savior
So things could be workin' out, no, I ain't been workin' out
My ass gettin' fat as shit, but fuck it, that's perfect, though
I ain't got time for the games that you playin'
I'd rather play my own
Skippin' rocks, writin' songs 'bout my life that's goin' strong
I ain't really tryna slip, I'm training, might run up to the top
Or at least to middle, fuck it, I'd probably be fine with a mediocre flop
'Cause I don't really fell myself worth any more when I talk
It's just blah, blah, blah

[Chorus: Pandaraps]
I'm disillusioned
My whole life seem like chasing for a part I shouldn't get
Probably should go to somebody with more heart
At least someone who seen more shit than I did
I open up my eyelids and feel like all I ever do is play a part

[Post-Chorus: Big Soda]
Dreams seem like somethin' I'd do good to throw away
Throw away
Yeah, ooh
Dreams seem like somethin' I'd do good to throw away
Yeah, throw away, ayy

[Verse 2: Pandaraps]
Sometimes I eat when I feel bored
My problems do best when they're ignored
And I ain't a saint, I ain't a savior
I ain't shit 'cept human with some ugly behavior
I'm nihilistic as fuck, even when I'm swimmin' in love
Never invested in much but you probably figured that out
I got a whole pile of some missions and the dreams that I drop
Sometimes I wonder if there's gonna be another pretty thing that I stop

[Chorus: Pandaraps]
I'm disillusioned
My whole dream feel like chasin' for a part I shouldn't get
Probably should go to somebody with more heart
At least someone who seen more shit than I did
I open up my eyelids and feel like all I ever do is play a part

[Post-Chorus: Big Soda & Pandaraps]
Dreams seem like somethin' I'd do good to throw away (My dream seem like something I'd be pretty good to)
Throw away
Yeah, ooh (My dreams seem like, feel like, ayy)
Dreams seem like somethin' I'd do good to throw away (My dreams seem like somethin' I'd be pretty good)
Yeah, throw away, ayy, yeah