I miss you so fucking much

[Verse]

I wanna say something but there’s nobody around
I wanna see someone but they try to bring me down
And that’s a pipe dream cause everything that i’ve found
Full of downfalls if you fall in you will drown
I listen to myself and try to emulate the sound
I do my best but there’s some things that you just don’t get out
What’s around me made the voice inside my head talk
Tells me when to eat, sleep, and take the dog to walk
Well she was the first to make me really miss a lot
The mould you try to fill without the proper pieces, parts
The people parting ways without a proper way to start
Over on their own overall i think it’s hard and when i start
To question it’s i just try to recall your arms
And how it felt to feel them when we laid out on the lawn
And that’s the feeling that i look for now that you’re gone
The voice inside my head is looking for as fond

[Verse 2]

Days in desolation
Remember you was my craving
Things that i am saying breaking
Making me sound crazed n
Wander all of creation just to find it again
The feeling that was raising way back when we was just friend
Riding on your wave after class i never thought of the end
Until the day came that we pass each other tried to pretend
Like we ain’t see nothing, guess that’s what it was
But why it hit my mind like a motherfucking bus every that single time i gotta wake up
Like fuck own self something that i can’t get from
Gotta chuck no wealth gonna heal this bump so i gotta go and make da trunk
Do just that, won’t cut back
Pressin myself like a thumb tack
Guessing that i might as well thumb racks
Despite what i said we alone by the end
Legs full of led and a soul for a friend