Sometimes

Uh, i couldn't give a fuck and everytime the phone rings
I never pick it up, i look like Ja Rule livin it up
And you can find me in the Booky's probably testing my luck
Yo, im snorting lines off a ? novel
Cheated on the final, i can't sleep and im suicidal
Bleached hair like im billy idol
And i react to instincts that are primal, i fuck it up
Suck it up and you can walk like a man
Talks with a plan and hold the world in his right hand
I keep my feelings in the left with a tight squeeze
Told em i'm just tryna cop a Q and a chinese
Please, im really shitting on the world again
Had your mother feeling like a girl again
Changed the world with a pen
Swear to my bird im never going pen
Woke up, then i did it over again, C

(salute me or shoot me, you cunt)
(fuck, dipset)
(fuck if ive gotta go back in here)

Sometimes, sometimes, C

Sometimes i think about packing it in
Sometimes i think about never rapping again
Sometimes i think im drowning in gin
Sometimes i think about my old friends
Like what happened to him?
And sometimes i think i'm losing it
Sometimes i really wanna stop doing it
The minute that i'm doing it

Sometimes i feel like hurting those around me
Sometimes i wanna run away and hope they never find me
Sometimes i wanna chill and smoke..
Sometimes i wanna still sell dope and see the loose side of hope

Sometimes i wanna drink all day, sleep all night
Wake up and drink again and then i'll sleep alright
Sometimes i see my life flashing
Sometimes i see the world pass me by but im still laughing
And somehow i keep my mates gassing telling me im going places
For some reason man i dont believe it